Vindicated

"Sometimes, love lost does not hurt half as bad as a love that never had a chance to grow. Sometimes..."

Fri, 25 Jul 2008 03:02:45 +0800

“Sometimes, love lost does not hurt half as bad as a love that never had a chance to grow. Sometimes you meet people that change everything, but more often, you change everything for someone you never even meet.”

- Tyler Knott, in response to this. (via hrrrthrrr) (via kaiticalamity) (via ladysadie)

Hello?

Fri, 25 Jul 2008 02:56:07 +0800

Hello?

I left my heart in South Korea I

Thu, 24 Jul 2008 16:00:01 +0800

Too many random things, too many beautiful places and faces, too many sexy dirty funny smokey drunken memories. I try to recollect what I can, part by part.

On the first day, after touching down in Seoul, my two first meals were in McDonalds and Dunkin Donuts.

So much for experiencing Korean culture.

"Let’s talk about sustainable development in a national policy context now and then go out get..."

Wed, 23 Jul 2008 23:12:36 +0800

“Let’s talk about sustainable development in a national policy context now and then go out get wasted in a gay bar and give each other strip tease lap dances.”

- That pretty much sums up my experience in South Korea. I have had an experience that I am finding hard to put into words. I know everyone is curious as to what’s been going on, will update soon.

So I just got my final pay and as expected the amount is dismal :( One hour and 30 minutes until I...

Thu, 10 Jul 2008 13:58:24 +0800

So I just got my final pay and as expected the amount is dismal :(

One hour and 30 minutes until I get the hell out of this place for good.

"Daniel Mittler, a climate change expert at Greenpeace International, agreed, saying that..."

Wed, 09 Jul 2008 11:15:04 +0800

“

Daniel Mittler, a climate change expert at Greenpeace International, agreed, saying that “instead of action, the world got flowery words.”

“The Texas oilman has once again prevented the G8 from undergoing the energy revolution it needs,” Mittler said. “Bush is a lame duck, so who cares what he thinks about 2050?”

”

- WHY DO PEOPLE STILL FUCKING LISTEN TO BUSH?

I could potentially be repeating a very frustrating mistake again this time around, but I will...

Wed, 09 Jul 2008 10:00:07 +0800

I could potentially be repeating a very frustrating mistake again this time around, but I will placate myself with the fact I have crafted a contingency plan.

I do not hate the people I grew up with.

numero Tres

Wed, 09 Jul 2008 09:57:12 +0800

Message received from numero Tres in Facebook inbox; 4.56 a.m., 9th July 2008:

I’m so sorry I’ve been an ass at keeping in touch with you lately!! There’s been alot of stuff going on lately, rockclimbing, my friends are getting married and there’s too many parties to attend!!! While you’re in South Korea you can buy me a set of very sharp knives so that I can give you my heart and head on a silver plate.
Congratulations to the graduation, now your so old I wouldn’t have bad feelings if I screwed you!!! Congratulations again!!

with love

I’ve laid eyes on the most perfect pair of pants ever. It happened on the Putra LRT,...

Tue, 08 Jul 2008 19:02:00 +0800

I’ve laid eyes on the most perfect pair of pants ever.

It happened on the Putra LRT, yesterday, on my way home from work.

A man sauntered in, completely oblivious.

He wore a pair of glorious slate grey flat front slacks of a heavier material that rose slightly above his hips, proportionately skimmed his hips and left little impression of a zipper that lay behind the fold, followed his leg in a straight line until the knees and gently tapered off towards his ankles; only just clinging to the back of his calves , ending in a well-seamed, an inch over the lace of the shoes (just the right length) leg.

As the train trundled through the underground portion of the route the mixture of tungsten and flourescent mingled and reflected off the fabric casting an almost olive sheen, but as we hit the open air and bright sunlight the true colour was revealed to be a mild slate grey; one you rarely see here. Yes, I spent 5 stations staring at a man’s lower body, barely blinking.

But you see, you don’t understand. Those were not just pants. They were the kind of pants into the pockets of which you’d want to stick your hands even if someone was wearing them. They were the kind of pants which zipper you’d undo with your teeth even if no one was wearing them.

You can scratch your loathing but that won't stop your itching.

Mon, 07 Jul 2008 11:17:09 +0800

I am at work right now.

The guy at the computer next to me has spent the last hour clearing out his e-mail inbox and browsing Tagged profiles of random women with provocative pictures posted up. No one works here.

Dream On just came on my Samsung after an odd pause and at first I thought David Gahan was talking to me.

lomo: We heart it / Visual bookmark for everyone

Mon, 07 Jul 2008 11:09:32 +0800

lomo:

We heart it / Visual bookmark for everyone

Please don’t talk just yell it makes more sense that way.

Sat, 05 Jul 2008 14:58:34 +0800

Please don’t talk just yell it makes more sense that way.

Meowie did a tag and I laughed my ass off...

Sat, 05 Jul 2008 13:07:54 +0800

5.Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
Of course. but i wish donuts fell from the sky after the rain

6.What’s your goal for this year?
Settle down well, keep my feet grounded and give it my best.
And eat as many donuts as possible

10.What are the requirements for your other half?
Must wear my panties and dance to Apologise by The One Republic.

13.What do you want to do in the future?
Erm.. open a donut factory and eat my own products =.=

17.When do you think the world will end?
The day i open my donut factory

18.The world ends tomorrow. What will you do?
Race to Dukin Donuts and buy all the donuts

19.What do you think of the person that tagged you?
I want to whip her.

and the absolute winner that had me spitting out a mouthful of water:

8.Have you ever broken a person’s heart that he/she wanted to commit suicide?
I think that’s why my hamster died.

HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHA!

Are you curious as to why donuts are mentioned so much? Well the mystery will be revealed soon.

I fucking love these ads, officially my favourites. One of my favourite make up...

Thu, 03 Jul 2008 21:59:00 +0800

I fucking love these ads, officially my favourites. One of my favourite make up brands, 15 seconds each; featuring Mika Nakashima and her god-awful singing. Who knew the Japanese were so fucking edgy. Some of them are just sick.

Metropolis is on repeat. I’m taking tomorrow off.

Thu, 03 Jul 2008 19:48:46 +0800

Metropolis is on repeat.

I’m taking tomorrow off.

Choices, choices, choices. Or have you forgotten already?

Thu, 03 Jul 2008 00:06:27 +0800

Choices, choices, choices. Or have you forgotten already?

How to eat Mamee Monster at work :

Wed, 02 Jul 2008 12:33:48 +0800

Procure packet(s) of Mamee Monster.
Outside of your quiet office, inconspicuously crush the mamee before opening the packet. Do not crush too fine. Recommended mamee-crushing-locations : outside in the open air, crouching behind recycling bins or plastic foliage, next to a busy street, crushing as you walk up and down corridors at a moderate pace. Mamee crushing in toilets and elevators is not advisable.
Open packet by carefully ripping the top horizontally.
Remove any free toys as well as the flavouring sachet contained within the packet.
Open flavouring sachet and empty 85 % of contents of sachet into packet.
Dispose of remaining flavouring and sachet.
Grip the opening of the packet firmly while leaving adequate empty space inside the packet so mamee can be mixed properly.
Shake it like a polaroid picture.
Return into quiet office and sit at cubicle/desk/work space.
Gently and quietly shake major portion of crushed mamee towards the opening of the packet without spilling any(may require some practice). Place mamee packet on table next to keyboard while leaving opening as wide as possible.
Reach into packet with right hand, use fingertips to grip a cluster of semi-crushed mamee and deposit into open mouth in one swift motion. Do not make eye contact with mamee packet at any cost. Keep eyes locked on monitor.
Chew with mouth closed and swallow.
Repeat steps 11 and 12 until mamee deposit is almost depleted. At the same time, engage computer by utilizing mouse with left hand.
Pick up packet while straightening out an edge and pour remainder of mamee into mouth. Caution to not make eye contact.
Dust off hands, lap, and dispose of packet in appropriate recepticle.
[Optional] Waste time further by meddling with free puzzle/toy/stickers that comes inside packet.

May require some practice.

aemmea:

Wed, 02 Jul 2008 10:54:24 +0800

aemmea:

I am so incredibly tired of not doing anything. When I was still in college I used to tell people of...

Mon, 30 Jun 2008 16:41:00 +0800

I am so incredibly tired of not doing anything. When I was still in college I used to tell people of this time once I graduate where I have “1 year plus of nothing to do with lots of plans” and now that this time is finally here I feel so aimless. This is the first time since the day I have been born that I have more than 2 months of free time to kill and I would love to do so many things, so many radical, relaxing and new things but I do fear what will happen if I can’t make them a reality.

Once you start procrastinating, you just can’t stop. Each day slips away and you get more and more tired, more and more lazy. I’m so sick of studying for A-Levels, I do not want to go back to that. I want to actively participate in life. I want to have plans and a full schedule. It has not even been 2 weeks, only 11 days since my local collegiate career ended and I am so restless. I do not want to rest. Do not make me rest.

I say I am tired of not doing anything, yet in these 11 days alone I have watched several movies with family and spent time with them, caught up with a few friends I haven’t seen in ages, been on two separate challenging camping trips on both of which I was a staff member, working endlessly in between on my day and job and anything else I can find, been selected to go on overseas forums and preparing tirelessly to attend, appeasing the materialistic and creative side of me and trying trying trying to feel more grown up. Why do I still feel like I haven’t been doing anything? Why do I still feel like a goddamned kid?

It has been such a short time since I started this hobo life (thats what I’ve decided to call this next 1 year). 1 year is such a long time, and 11 days have passed and I’m already stressing out. One of my big concerns is money, to do things I still need cash, and I’m quitting my job once I leave for Korea because monetarily and in every other aspect its just not practical nor worth it in the long run. I want to make new friends and have different experiences, can someone tell me if this is supposed to take time? But why should I wait? Why am I waiting? I want to grow up right now damnit!

But I have a feeling the next few weeks are going to change things. I’m going to believe it will. In December of 2006 I looked up into a clear night sky and wished and wished with all my heart, and what I wished for came true. So I believe the same thing will happen now if I want it badly enough. I won’t bother to say exactly what because I’ve never really cared to be personal on my tumblr anyway, but next week onwards should change things. Must change things.

Please don’t stay at home and waste time. If I could take your wasted time and make it my own, I would.

I cannot wait

Mon, 30 Jun 2008 16:21:14 +0800

to get back to work tomorrow.
to get my paycheck.
to go to the salon this Saturday and finally get my hair done so I can stop wearing that stupid headband 24/7. Seriously, I don’t care what comes up I am going if it kills me.
to stop going to UIA to work.
to get the hell out of this country.
to see Greg.
to come back from Korea and start doing the things I really want to.
to meet some new people.
to meet some new people.
to meet some new people.
to go to the salon again.
to have a plan.

I miss my camera.